But you aren't sure there's any other way to get yourself healthy again in the long term.

I guess the question you really need to ask yourself is...could you genuinely be happy, knowing you had to throw away part of yourself to fit who you want to be? I normally advise against it, though this is...a bit of a different circumstance from the times I normally think of.

Better make up your mind by the time we get down there, though. I'll be annoyed if I get you an opening, and you miss it because you aren't sure you want to go through with it.